IC CONTACT POST FOR cosmographia

[soulfultwin]

(OOC: This is a rough outline of Darin's daily routine. Feel free to comment to this post with a time and location if you want to thread! This post is meant to be a catch-all contact post to thread out and expand on things that happen in game that might be too little for a log! Anything is game! Open to all! And feel free to have someone catch Darin someplace that isn't necessarily listed! He gets around, for sure!)

Sunrise to Early Morning

[It is around this time that you'll catch Darin out at the beach. He's doing his usual training regiment; jogging around the temple, sit ups, push-ups, liberally exercising whatever magical abilities he's awoken. He might be sparring with a clone projection, practicing summoning his weapon, or maybe just cooling down. Afterwards, he goes in search for metal, whether it's at the junkyard, or digging into the cliff face for whatever he can find!]

Morning to Afternoon

[Around this time, you'll see Darin around Waverly Bay. He might have his stall set up and selling his wares, or he might be running errands for the sake of the townspeople. Maybe he's doing some repairs around town, or lending a hand wherever it's needed. If it's slow, he's relaxing and getting some food, or maybe he's taking a nap under a tree! He's around though, that's for sure.]

Afternoon to Evening

[Around this time, Darin might be rustling up some dinner. Once the sun starts to dip, he'll head home for the day. He likes to take a more scenic route home so he can watch the sun set over the horizon. It's one of his favorite things to do. You might catch him along this route, or maybe catch him in his room in the Temple, where he's hard at work in his forge, working on parts and custom orders. He keeps his door open though, and when you look in, it'll be the storefront to his Smithy back in Kenmore. Don't be shy to come on in, the door's open for a reason!]

Evening to Night

[If it's a nice, clear evening, you'll find Darin out on the beach. Maybe he's training, maybe he's just wandering aimlessly, barefoot, through the surf. If it's a particularly clear night, you may find him climbing the cliff face. When he reaches the top, he'll watch the stars before making his way back down. If it's nice, he might just sleep out there! If it's raining, he'll be in the Temple, doing some sketching in his notebook.]

Comments

[soulfultwin]

Man, first you refuse to go near the temple and now you don't wanna leave!

Kano's way more fun than you.

[blindfoldcode]

.... You met Kano?

[soulfultwin]

Huh? Yeah, he bumped into me when I was trying to move something into my room. Great kid.

He's got a sense of humor and he...you know...emotes.

He couldn't believe you were in a water balloon fight.

[blindfoldcode]

Of course he couldn't. Did you tell him the part where you dragged me in?

If you think he's better than me you have a lot to learn.

[soulfultwin]

Sure did. He laughed.

...I never said he was better than you. Just more personable at face value.

...for what it's worth I'm glad your brother is here.

[blindfoldcode]

[She's not sure whether or not to be sincere here. She looks away.]

My sister is, too.

[soulfultwin]

Your sister?

Didn't you tell me that she...?

[blindfoldcode]

She's not my biological sister. But yeah. She's been gone two years.

Need help cleaning up?

[soulfultwin]

That's great! Kido, that's fantastic!

The hell are you doing here bugging me when you could be spending time with her?!

[blindfoldcode]

[There's another long pause. She starts picking stuff up for him.]

I don't want to upset her.

[And she looked so upset.]

[soulfultwin]

[He moves beside her and picks his stall back up.]

What are you talking about? Why would you upset her? You've been given a hell of a second chance.

[blindfoldcode]

[She looks him dead in the eye.]

She killed herself, Darin. And it might have been for us.

[soulfultwin]

[He stops and turns to her. Without missing much of a beat, he crosses his arms over his chest.]

Then don't you think she'd be happy to see her sister doing so well? That the sacrifice was worth it?

I know I would.

[blindfoldcode]

We put too much on her when she was alive. She protected us from dad after he changed, she was the one who taught us we weren't monsters.

I think... I just need to give her a break.

[soulfultwin]

Know what I think?

I think you're overthinking this.

She's back. You're here. You're healthy. You want to give her a break?

Then quit buzzing around me and go have fun. Go to the amusement park or something. Just...have a day.

Look at this place! Sure it's not perfect, sure we're here against our wills, but why waste time thinking about what could happen when you can just...enjoy yourself. Even for a day.

[blindfoldcode]

I don't need to be lectured. I haven't seen her since the fifteenth. If she wanted to see me, she would have.

[soulfultwin]

I'm not lecturing you. I'm trying to help you.

[blindfoldcode]

You just threw a table at me and got a clone to scare me. You really expect me to believe that?

[soulfultwin]

And you came here with the express intent to scare the living daylights out of me. Your point?

Believe me or don't, that's not going to change the fact that maybe, just maybe! I actually give a damn about you.

[blindfoldcode]

You made a really poor choice then. I didn't ask you to care.

[soulfultwin]

[That...surprisingly sets Darin off. That table he just picked up? He just shoved his fist through it. And not in the special way Kido can.]

No, you didn't. You didn't have to. No one asks for anyone to care about them but guess what? It happens! And you should thank your lucky stars instead of acting like the brood queen that someone around here is looking out for you!

But if you want to continue acting cool and aloof, then go ahead. I know that feeling because I've lived through that! I may not talk about it because I've made myself move on, but I see a lot of what I've lived with in you. Enough to know that you have to wear a mask. To put on airs. When in reality you're just begging for someone to come along and take some of that weight off of your damn shoulders!

So, go ahead and tell me I'm stupid. Tell me I don't know what I'm talking about and that this is just another in a loooong line of bad decisions. I don't care. Because when the sun sets every day I can sleep knowing that I did my damnedest for someone today. Maybe I made a difference and maybe I didn't but I sure as hell didn't back down.

[He huffs in annoyance and turns to the table, gripping it in his hands and breaking the thing in half. He'd have to build a new one now but at least it would give him something to do.]

[blindfoldcode]

[You know this probably doesn't have the intended effect because, well, Kido actually looks kinda fucking scared of Darin for a moment there.

She takes a step back like--not to use a cliche--but like a deer about to sprint.

Jesus Christ, Darin.]

I'm sor--[She cuts herself off mid apology, her voice almost cracking, feeling like if she apologizes it's just going to make things worse. But she doesn't know what to say to that. He already knows why she can't be with people. He already knows why she's fucked up as all hell.

She doesn't get how to make him understand that she doesn't want people to care about her. She wants to be with her family.

And she really, really wants to disappear.

The second he looks away, she's faded. She hasn't moved, but she's certainly no longer visible.]

[soulfultwin]

[He kneels down and starts to gather his wares again.]

I lost my brother, my best friend, the only other person who understood what I was because I hid. Because I failed to act. He paid the ultimate price and I watched it happen.

You may not want me to care, Kido, but I do. You're not going to change that. It's who I am. You can make fun of me, you can call me stupid, you can do anything and say anything you want to me, but I'm just...

I hold onto things. And I don't let go.

[blindfoldcode]

[It takes her a bit, a long, tense silence, to pop back into visibility, a little further away than before. Her shoulders are hunched, her face buried in her collar.]

... You can't hold on for long. We're going to go home, eventually.

[soulfultwin]

...I'll hold on for as long as I can then.

Make the most of every day.

...[He sighs.]

Nevermind. Sorry.